He said, She said #6

“Stop doing these things for me.” She said. “I don’t like when anyone does things for me. I don’t expect these things anymore”
He was sad.
She sighed.
With a reassuring face, she said “Fulfil your wishes now. Think about yourself”

He smiled a sad smile “I wanna do this for myself. I always wanted to do these things. I just wanted to do them on my own. So I’m thinking about myself. Let me do this. Let me fulfill your wishes.”

And with tears in her eyes and smile on her face, she nodded.

-Lots of Love ❤

The truth..

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Your eyes aren’t the same as before. And you aren’t that same sweet person. People robbed you of parts that I still can’t find. You now laugh when you want to forget. Vanish a little bit more from that you, before. And how it was when each fairytale shattered at your feet. So strong and you smile harder,and you’re fine, you’re fine. Each ‘shrugging it off’ takes you further away. I wish you were that you, before, again. And all I can do is blame them.

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❤ #5

 
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I Love You.

And that doesn’t describe my feelings very well, so I’ll try to elaborate.

i want to paint constellations with your name and plant trees that grow your favourite fruit.I want to dance with you and twirl you around and catch you when you fall. I want to sleep with you, not sexually, but besides you, where i can hear your heart beat, and feel the sleepy touch of your skin, where I can wake up and be greeted by your kiss. I want to fight off your nightmares and give you happiness. I want to shoot stars across the sky that will guide you home, to me. I want my arms to be what you call home. I want to get lost in your eyes, and whisper beautiful words that don’t make sense to your lips. I want to hold your hand. I want to write poems for you that actually make sense, unlike this one, and every other one I’ve tried to write for you. I want to you to understand my heartbeat, just like I want to understand yours, unshaken, and unwavering. I want to be yours. I want to see your face, and see what you look like in rain.

I want to arrive at your house at midnight unexpectedly, without it being weird. I want to take all your sadness, and all your pain and I want to rip it apart. I want to push you up against the wall, in the most innocent way, so that there’s no air stopping me from getting closer to you. I want to give you my fragile heart. I want to stitch up your seams, I want to love you.

I want you to understand that, maybe this doesn’t make sense, but it would, if you saw you the way I do, and I know this all sounds very selfish, but I guess I’m a selfish person, And I do love you.

– Lots of Love ❤